Aih.....Why do I always sigh......

trial exams over....and we are going to graduate form 5....but once again that feeling start making me feel weird....maybe becoz of that thing....I really scared I will regret for the rest of my life for not having fun during school times.....One guy who really sad and who always make me sad.....haha....maybe Im not serious about that thing....but it really spur me....but really we dont have things in common...Im demoralised now....not studying....though SPM is not that important for me....hehe....what the hell am I writing?????who knows.....